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Hello, my name is Fidah.

I never wanted to be different;
I just wanna be me.
Cause if God had wanted me otherwise,
He would have created me otherwise.

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Tuesday, November 24, 2009 1:03 AM

Doomsday .

It's 4.25 am now but I still can't sleep. Ahhh. This suck.

Anyway, you guys gotta watch this (for those who haven't, that is)!! It's really good. If you have an awesome sound system, go for it, if not, go to the cinemas. It's worth your money :) .

I actually felt sad watching the movie. Got me reminded of my family and even if this happens (as it eventually will), I hope to be with my family. Not somewhere foreign like Aussie. Well, as much as I really love this place (way more than I love my own country actually. Lol.) , the people I really love are still back at home.

Sometimes it got me thinking, why are some people really worried about the doomsday? I mean, yeah it's scary. But what can that worry do for you? I'd rather not waste my time thinking about something which is so obscure. If it happens, it happens. I'm helpless anyway. & even if it doesn't, I'll eventually die. Just the means of death is different. It's been set anyway. Why think too much right? Total waste of time, and creating unnecessary fear, worry and "paranoia".

In any case, I always believe in, enjoy the day as if it's the first day of your life (and share the happiness with people around) and work as if it your last day ever.

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I just pray that non of my siblings (or anyone else) would go through what I did.

Sunday, November 22, 2009 11:22 AM

Tag replies .

charles "hey :) what is up? youu doing alright?"
- Heyy, yupp. I'm alright. Why?

princess azie ♥ "YEAHS! December coming soooooon. :D :D :D"
- Yes yes yes. See you sooooooon :)) ♥♥

nanajap "hey beb,bt arwah, i pity him tho. heard tt no 1 witness d accident, so mcmne skg idk. hmm. im doing fine. just his gf. it's a big lost for her since they've been togeda for quite a while. hmm. anyway hows life? da lamer tk online ?? :)"
- Inalillah. Sorry to hear that. Alamak. So there's still no witness to the accident? :( How's the gf? Oh yeah, my msn giler, contacts deleted: left with just 28 contacts. Can you leave me your msn again? I'll add you up from there. :)

fillah "kak, referring to ur current latest post : some ppl we may just know may not have shown their true colours, unlike those we've known for years. LOL"
- Yeah fair enough. But what makes you think those we've known for years can't do good acting? It's not the time that matters the most, but the experience you share with that person. You'll be able to tell, really. But yeah, time is a contributing factor. :)

Karen "(:"
- :))) Love. We need to spend more time together! :(

charlie ":) smile you..its that last bit :) hope rats kept you company last night hahaa :) i think i have a curse on me. i just stepped on a rat earlier i think! it was squealing!"
- HAHAHAHAHAHA. You gave me a real good laugh before the exam. =P Hahahah thanks a lot though. ;)
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Boo, I miss Santosh :(
-Ordinary is special, special is ordinary, as quoted by him .

Saturday, November 21, 2009 8:48 PM

The twist of fate .

He's gone.
For real.
For good.
:(

People come and people go.
Bracing myself for all the hello’s and goodbye’s can be difficult.
Especially when it's amongst those who really matters to me.
& Santosh, he definitely does.

I wish him well.
God bless you.

Thursday, November 19, 2009 9:17 PM

Home .

I miss my family.

9:51 AM

Totally random and unnecessary .

19 November 2009. Mark this date.
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Oh my God, last night was crazy. Everyone else got wasted, well some just tipsy. It was good fun initially cos the game (indian poker) was made such that the loser has to drink. I was made to drink some weird combination of drink (like milo, red bull, yogurt and salt blend) when I lose the game. Hahaha. The rest had to drink combination of a few alcoholic drink (like mixture of red wine, vodka, bananarama and beer which was apparently disgusting. haha.) Thank God I don't drink.

After which, we had shots session. Take a shot for each other. They cheered for me for the absolutely wrong reason. Hahaha. It was terrible, yet funny. I enjoyed the drama so much.

When people got crunked, especially Aruna and Kiki, the scene became so hilarious until ... (well I guess the alcohol really got into their head) Sam was pretty strong and Santosh and Yan came a tad too late for much alcohol.

Ahhhh. Santosh will be leaving tomorrow night. UNCOOL.